Disabled&Depressed

Photographer, concert attendee, apparently an adult.

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Disabled and depressed, 34, apparently an adult.

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  • Why do I always do the wrong thing? I say the things I shouldn’t, at times I shouldn’t. I just want him to support me but I starting to think he doesn’t even like me.

  • TBD

    I feel completely alone. I don’t compare to her. Maybe it’s a bonus for you that she’s not like me. I can’t bring myself to admit how wrong I was. I think I maybe made a mistake.

  • “I’m here to heal your heart, my queen.”

  • That’s the incorrect password You don’t get to see your own words, stowed away You don’t have the combination of memories at your fingertips  The past has your brain on lockdown, drag-out; A smudge of dirt on your thigh Scene one, take 23 thousand  Quick: name something pink and meaningful

  • Reasons to Stay Alive

    Part one

  • “The more I read, the more every aspect of my personhood is reduced to deep diagnostic flaws. I hadn’t understood how far the disease had spread. How complete its takeover of my identity was. The things I want. The things I love. The way I speak. My passions, my fears, my zits, my eating habits,…

  • I got drunk instead of killing myself today.  I suppose that’s a win.  I wish I could give as much as I get. I feel like I’m doomed to forever love too hard, too much, and there’s no one that can match those feelings about me.  #depression #anxiety #attachment #mentalillnessawareness

  • I forgot that everything is my fault, silly me

  • lonely and overwhelmed